He pushed my head back and told me to settle down, to get my pants down and bend over and he would show me what a dick was really for. But I didn't have all day, there wasn't enough time. A hunger took over and he kept pushing my head back and telling me I had all day.
His dick was hard, totally circumcised like mine, in my hand it was beautiful to look at, in my mouth it was the biggest rush of my life. He was 19 like me, athletic, and he had incredibly hairy legs and hair on his stomach and his chest, I just didn't get that gene. 'Once you try it you're going to like it' he told me. And just like that, he asked me if I wanted to suck his dick. He asked me if I liked it and I told him I didn't know. I told my friend Mark what had happened and he told me that man had a 'reputation' and so did the man who worked in suits. I had kissed girls on dates, but this was different. It was an impulse, uncontrollable impulse. By the time he stopped sucking my dick I was so hungry to be kissed some more that I kissed him. I did not resist, I don't know if I liked him kissing me or sucking my dick more. The next day he asked me to help him in the storage room and he kissed me and took my dick out of my pants and sucked me. I didn't know what to do so I stood there while he kept his arm around me and before he released me he ran his hand across my bottom again. The manager of the shoe department actually put his hand on my bottom, and hugged me to him and said that as far as he was concerned I was the best summer hire. My job was working for the men's department, putting out the merchandise for the next day, unboxing, gopher stuff.
We stayed friends, and when the summer after my freshman year came I needed a job and my high school friend Mark got me a job working for Macy's. The one's that didn't go to college got jobs in everything from retail to working for the DOT. Like just about everyone in my school those who went to college went away. But gay, like I didn't know anyone who was actually gay.
Growing up the world of gay guys was something we all knew about, and of girls who let men at the country club fuck them, and of party Moms who got together with other women, and we knew of the old men who hung out around the movie theatre or the mall and if you got in their car they would suck you off. There is the world as it was pre COVID and the world as we know it post COVID.